The Struggle is Real

Losing my Internet connection for a couple of days has totally wrecked my momentum on this blog. So might as well get the wheels turning again by writing a post about my current situation right now.


You see, I just moved to the USA a few months ago from the Philippines and have been looking for a job ever since. I initially was looking for anything close to home, even minimum wage would do just to save up on my Gaming PC that I really want. But after months of months of searching I have yet to land a job.

I have degree in New Media Design but have never worked professionally since graduating in 2013. My first job was at a call center in the Philippines and it was a sales account. I got into that job through an agency promising a “gaming account” well guess what, they lied. I took the job anyway since I knew I could speak good enough English because it was technically my first language.

Fast forward to present time, I decided to move to the USA for greener pastures since I was an US citizen anyways and we were bound to move sooner or later. Believe me, even I’m surprised on how things are playing out and I expected to get a job right a way.

So right now to hasten the process of landing a job, I am working with a career coach. He is helping me get a job in the creative industry where I belong other than settling for entry level jobs in other industries that I’ve had no luck so far.

So this is what is holding me back from what I want to do in Life! Just give me a job already please!

Any Advice you can give me? I live in California, Pittsburg to be exact.


The struggle is SO REAL,



A Look into the Future #Writing101

Lets take a look into the future to what I want my Game Content Creator Business to be.

Imagine this.

In my house I have my own gaming studio. I see a door with a sign. “When Door is Closed, Do not Disturb. Owning Noobs”. I walk in and see my Gaming Set Up on my matte black table. A 3 monitor set up where I do my gaming in the middle screen, content editing on the left and stream essentials on my right. I see that I have a Condenser Mic and a bunch of RAZER Gear. I have the newest ANANSI and NAGA on the market all glowing at the same time.

Above that you see a mounted large screen TV where I get my inspiration from by watching Youtube, or just playing music while editing.

I also have a beautiful custom-made DXRacer chair with my branding. I love this chair it gets me through hours of recording content.

I just noticed that my walls are color green. Mainly because I use it for green screen. I have a couple of soft boxes strategically placed for lighting purposes when streaming.

Lastly, I see my console set up. It is pretty normal compared to my PC set up with just once TV and a couple of consoles(The Playstation 5 and XBOX TWO). The best part of it is the couch. This couch is so comfortable that I could sleep on it after a hard days work.

I take a look around… Now this is a Room with a view!

Gaming Studio


Welcome to the Blog!

I feel like I have done a lot of “First Posts” on many blogs before. They all start the same and eventually I lose motivation or interest and the blog just dies. Which is why I signed up for’s “Writing and Blogging 101” to help ignite that blogger in me.

Basically you get assignments to write about, which help you to find your blogging or writing style. It is my first time to join these web community workshops and it looks like a lot of fun. If you are a blogger or even an aspiring blogger this may be a great opportunity for you!

So here we go! First Post.


Hi I am Paolo, more known to the internet as Dee. I used to own a MMORPG niche website/blog. It was an awesome website where I wrote guides on Ragnarok Online which grew a decent community. It steadily grew a following and racked in 40k-50k average a month.

My long term plan was to sell Ebooks on character builds but upon researching legalities I ran into the Copyright roadblock which left me no other option but to let the site go since no money was coming in and hosting isn’t cheap. So here is where we are now.


pro gamer

I have always wanted to be a PRO Gamer. “PRO Gamer” nowadays can be a lot of things. It is not just the guys that play professionally like Dendi or Singsing. It is more broader than that. Professional Gamers also include Casters, Streamers, Content Creators even up to the game developers and testers themselves. I for one want to be a Streamer and Content Creator this has been my Dream Job for a long LONG time.

This blog/site will basically be my journal to that goal by next year Sept 15, 2015. I will write all about all aspects on reaching that goal from humble beginnings to hopeful triumphs. If you are into gaming in any way or form then be sure to check me out.

I created a Facebook Page and it is pretty bare right now though I would appreciate the LIKES. Thanks!

You can also follow me on twitter at @PJLOJO or better yet smack that Follow button on the upper right side corner!